Dear Anita my mother always compared me with my cousins an digger girls at Same age like me  we have wave relationship together some time she loves me so much care about me and hug and kiss me other time she was even regret to take me to this world. I never understand what’s her emotion about me but I always try be nice and kind and take care of her she never said even thanks .

Some times I feel I am extra barden for them so I left them in first chance but she fallows me .

About my bf I think he is only person care about me show me love and supporting maybe because of that I feel so attached to him