I was trusting him so much in the past. But now he hided about talking with his ex and other girls, so I am feeling how to trust him(I lost trust on him).

The time when I was trusting him that time I gave him commitment about marriage. But to trust him back I want to live near him not long distance, till then I can’t marry him.

We will tell our families about our relationship after he starts doing a good job. After that only I can marry him.

Before that I need to trust him. I don’t know whether he loves me or not. Also how to trust him back. He fight even if I check his phone.