That’s exactly what I’ve been trying to reach myself , obviously if i expect that feeling near her it will show up , but it’s hard not to after a month of constantly checking back and forth
ive visited a therapist yesterday , she’s super cute and after the first meeting told me it looks like I’m doing those rituals , taking my thoughts and making them my reality , she told me to write down everything that scares me each day and makes me feel this way until next week , she told me that I’d its only a month then it should be easy to break the loop , so I’m hoping for the best .
ive gone out with my girlfriend yesterday and tried as much as I could not to check myself or overthink and most of the time things were good , she’s still my best friend and I still love her , things have just gotten normal I guess .
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