thank you again anita for giving me some advice.. but i forgot to tell you that she hated it when i ever tell her she’s a liar. idk.. she said it’s hurting her when she heard me say something like that. and i guess you’re right.. we don’t know the truth anymore  maybe i should just move on.

and also forgot to tell you that she’s trying her best to be a better person and try her best to stay alive because of me…and now  can i ask for your advice again? what should i do? should i suddenly stop trying to contact her like i usually do? (yes i usually wish her a goodnight or say something to support her through her day) or should i tell her that I’ll stop and leave her? I’ve ever did that actually…and she was like ‘oh it’s okay.. if you want to leave just leave. i cant force you to stay. i dont want to be manipulative. it’s okay.. it’s not a new thing that people leave me’

im sorry for asking your advice again anita….and again thank you so much for helping me