Dear Anita.

She wanted to wait. But our relationship wasn’t so good since breakup. Spending time together was amazing. But we both did not understand each other’s behavior and we just got angry at each other. Sometimes I didn’t speak to her sometime it was me. But being with her was just making me feel good. Because she knew me. We had conversations I wouldn’t ever have with by best friends. But on New year’s Eve. We both agreed that with this behavior our relationship is not possible and we called it a day. For good. But after that it happened what I explained in original post. We got close. Physically. Very close. After I wrote this post we went out. But It was awkward a numb. We again said No. It is basically done. Maybe if life wants it. Or of she’s the one life will find a way back to each other. And we agreed not to talk. I don’t think she would want to hear from me in the future