Hi Anita

i think he is a messed up individual for sure, he admits that himself to me also. He always said that when he is with me it brings him to a place that he wants to be and it makes him want to be a better person. But it always comes back down to his children. He said that he always knew something wasn’t right with his wife, like he has not been himself around her. I think she is highly critical of him.

I know in my heart that he hasn’t been playing me, I truly believe he loves me and would be with me if he could.

I don’t believe in staying in marriage for children’s sake. There were rows infront of the children way before I came along. If he wasn’t there she wouldn’t be able to do it.

But none of this matters as he is staying with her.

Mags