Inky,

actually no the other way wasn’t my cousin haha. He was a guy from my high school. And I guess I do see that narrative now. But when my first love and my ex give my cousin all this attention…. it makes me feel like they never cared about me. Like yeah, my relationships with them are over. But I still lived in believing I had a real connection with them. And they are willing to disrespect me and push me aside… for my cousin. And having my cousin give in to those flirtations makes me feel disrespected by her too when she’s supposed to be my best friend.