Hi Shelbyville,

I can relate to this so much. Especially the part about first waking up and then remembering and feeling the weight pressing back down on you. I’m not here to offer advice, as I’m trying to escape a similar situtation. I just wanted to say you aren’t alone and I genuinely believe the universe will deliver the right person (or people) to help you heal. Hang in there, be extra, extra, kind to yourself and take it one day at a time.

Sending love and peace,

S