I thought about it but can’t come up with a answer.

Its so hard for me to just let things go

well at this stress level it is

i feel like calling him or my father is saying it’s ok what you did to me since I never responded to them

also not sure I want family knowing I have an apartment here

i may say I left town and be alone from them?

but see my decision making is poor

with constant thoughts and stress levels at all time high I’m shaky and uneasy and it sucks

none of this was my plan

life was going ok, I worked hard to get to a better place and I’m so defeated!