Anita,

Not sure what I would do without you.  I appreciate your input very much.  This anxiety roller coaster just makes me tired after awhile and right now I’m really tired and not talking to anyone at work kind of emotionally hiding lol.  I will get back with you on this list this afternoon-which is a great idea-I want to put some thought into it.

I want to share with you a conversation we had last night.  I messaged him saying maybe he should stop running so much.  He said “Nah.”  I said “ok?”  He said “I like the way I am:) you seem not to.”  I said “no I don’t mind how you are.”  He said “that’s a good thing.”  I said “when I want something, I want it right away and that’s not how life works.”  He replied “never”  I said “nope” and then “I like being your friend and not pushing for more, just explaining that about me.”  He replied “I agree.”  I went to bed.

Lindsey