I try to be that way. Like I said, I genuinely care/cared about her. Idk what to feel. It’s been two months and I honestly thought we would have resolved things by now. Again, I’ve been doing things to try to better myself. It just hurts that something so small turned into all this. It’s really my first heart break I guess.

By the way, I have posed my question on other advice boards and you folks are way nicer and more understanding. Just wanted to say that.