Anita,

It appears he blocked me from everything.  I tried to respond last night to his last insult, we were talking via text and my text didn’t go through.  so thats it. I know I should just focus on myself and healing, I should not think about what he’s doing but it so hard not to.  I can’t stop obsessing over the why? why would he do this? Why was he like this? did I miss some red flags or warnings? or was he just really good at pretending.

Thank you, sobriety was not easy at first but it’s a way of life for me now…. I’m grateful for everyday.