Anita,

I thought a lot about what you said. I cried all morning. First time in weeks. Today is the day I want to go NC. My biggest fear – they know where I live and will come to my apartment. It’s not only a fear – it’s something that will definitely happen. There is no way for me to live in my world with influence of their world. So I know I must do this. The thing holding me back is having them near my apartment. Especially this weekend and today – my mother doesn’t drive but my father is off today and all weekend. There is no doubt they will immediately drive over or come to my job. What do I do? I am terrified.