Dear Anita thanks for your reply,

Right now i’m feeling better on my height concerns as i tried watching videos about motivation and accepting ourselves. But i dont know if i might get concern about my height again, like maybe when i see the mirror i might think of that concern again but i hope it wont happen.

As for the girl that i used to concern about (the girl which i started the topic about), we exchange messages a few days ago after not contacting for a month and the way she’s texting is still the same but idk why i feel lazy to chat her while we’re texting like the feeling that lost interest in her for hurting me a lot. But just now i saw one of her friends describing her classmates on her insta stories (one of it is her), her friend describe that she’s pretty, kind and she’s a girl who’s getting chased by a lot of boys. When i saw this, the uneasy feeling came back that i might miss out on a pretty and kind girl, and that many boys chase after her but at the same time i’m also lazy thinking of her right now. Idk why is this happening to me and sometimes i hate that girl that she’s so lucky to be beautiful and that she can reject all the guy she wants.