Dear Anita,

I forgot to add – there is an anesthesiology job at the Naval Medical Center that I am hoping to get! How interesting.

I think the fact that I don’t have a true job lined up also causes anxiety for him (rightfully so – as in the past I have been very adamant about having appropriate career opportunities) – a lot of this was during a time in which I didn’t have much control over my emotions – back when Ursula was in my life.  Now, a lot of my shift has changed.  I still would like to work to the best of my ability – but choose peace over career “progress” per se.  As in not looking at the career trajectory, entrepreneurship etc as much as I am looking for a peaceful way of life – for both my husband and I.