Dear anita

You said “It is amazing how much we suffer and for so long from things that didn’t have to happen. And yet, we can’t change what happened“, yeah i agree with you but i still cant think positively regarding this and keep blaming god for the injustice that happened.

Regarding your advice for my eating habits, i’ll try to practice chewing myself and if it doesnt work i’ll try communicating with my parents regarding if i need a therapist.

Regarding my height, there’s actually quite number of girls shorter than me, not much but there are few. Actually there’s one girl i use to interested in and she’s way shorter than me.. like 5 inch only. It’s just that i havent get to know her but i have followed her ig and she followed back. She’s in the same uni as me, but im graduating soon. I’m still also having insecurities in getting to know girls outside my friend’s circle, it’s just that i always though that i have to blend in into the girl’s friends circle, and im not good at communicating so im worried they might judge me. Regarding this girl, one of my friend’s know her due to both used to attend the same club (organization) in uni.