hi, i really register here just for looking some good thoughts on how you moved on after you and your bofriend broke up. i was  also in your shoe now, my indian boyfriend has been in arranged marriage, i just caught him after he went back to his hometown for some matter and when he come back to work i really felt different that theirs something bother to him that he cant tell me. we’re both foreign and working in a same country but we’re diffent nationality. i loved him as i felt that his my lifetime because we have so many similarities and we enjoy a lot together. we have problems but we we’re able to handle it. i confront him and fought him like i was so down and im helpless. i was devastated with my 1st past relationship but i didnt thought this will be the worst. im so angry with their culture, family, tradition and everything but theirs still other side of me that is saying its okay, that i will still have the best for me in the future but i cant help myself to not feel any pain and feel so lonely everytime i think all our memories and everything we have together.