Dear anita,

I don’t mind if u grammatically editing mine, because I also still learning english. Hehe. U alright.. when my mother leave, i was still a child, i also can’t remember her face until i was at my 18 i met her again. Before that, i was so angry and every hear anyone called “mother”, i’ll react like I don’t care, I don’t want to hear or sing a song about mother, but in the deep of my heart, i wanna have mother love too. Her attention too. Her softness and her figure.
Thats why, now I can’t really serve people, and worried how to treat my child in the future. I also don’t understand well, how to serve husband and how to take care my little family, because in the deep of my heart, i realize that i still want and need attention..

Back to my husband, his friend is still single actually. She is good looking and some men like and chase her also.

“You can continue to talk to your husband from time to time about your jealousy…”
I have.. but sometimes he looked like bored or just say “u still disscuss about this. I’ve told u”. I’ll try ur advice to not accusatory and not very emotional..

Thank you so much for letting me deliver my feeling here. It’s helping me so much. I can sleep well after read ur explanation yesterday(in my time). And my hurt is slowly cure, i can look at the positivity again.

God Bless U Anita 🙂

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