Yes, we spoke and he says that he will accept me and love me for whatever way I choose to act with him. Thank you, that helped. But why do I still have the anxiety, what constantly seems to be happening is that I get the feeling and then I seem to correct myself in my head like “stop this you know you love him”. I really do not want to lose this relationship.  This happened to me in my previous relationship too, it is definitely something internal. I just want to be peaceful w him.

thanks