Dear Anita,

Long time no see.. how are you?

for this several months, i feel grateful. I can do some of your advice.. doing my hobbies, focusing love myself, etc.. i feel less jealous.. maybe because of environtment also.. since covid19 pandemic, my husband always at home all the time for this several months..

But… yesterday.. we fought again.. not because of jealous topic.. but because of he didn’t like if i look at his phone ubruptly when he played on his phone.. he feel that i didn’t believe at him.. i think maybe i was wrong.. but then i was angry too.. because he answer me with rude voice..

Then he is on his top level of angry.. he said that he is really tired to look at me angry.. he said that better i “LEAVE”.. he has said that word more than once of fight.. last time before this, when we fight, he said it also.. that words is so hurting me… at that day we’ve ended the fight though.. he hug & kiss me.. but i think my dark side came up again.. i feel no hope.. i don’t know where to go if i really leave. now i feel hurt again n again when see him. I think he hate me and i better leave..

What should i do Anita.. i feel hopeless…

😔😔