Dear Loki:

You are welcome. You shared so little about yourself and therefore I know very little about you. Let me see what you shared: you feel “empty and so meaningless.. purposeless in life”, you are not motivated (“don’t even wanna try”). And it has been like this for you, for a long, long time, feels like “it always have been like this”.

You see people around you setting goals and trying to achieve them, not giving up in spite of the odds against them, trying their best.. and they amaze you because you don’t understand their motivation. For you, life is not motivating- it is purposeless and meaningless and you don’t even care to live. To you, life is not “worth fighting for”.

You had three relationships and you mentioned studies and work, so  I am thinking you may be in your early twenties, a student who works part time, maybe. And you mentioned a friend, so you do have a friend.

In your recent post you wrote: “I don’t think that I’ll ever find the answer… I don’t seem to find the answer that satisfy me”

– Sometimes we ask the wrong question and therefore we cannot find the right answer. This is why I ask you: will you please state your question?

anita

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