Dear Reggi:

February 2019, you shared that you’ve been with a boyfriend for almost 2 years, living with him- is the boyfriend you are referring in this thread the same boyfriend, or someone new?

Regarding your current thread, clearly you need to quit the warehouse job: it depresses you terribly and  it pays badly.  Don’t keep that job so to accommodate your boyfriend.

Quit it as soon as possible and find work  either in the IT field or in healthcare, or something else. Even if that something else pays just as badly, if it is a pleasant job- that would be an improvement!

anita