Dear anita,

Thank you very much for the advice again. If I am talking to adults I do not have to be super cautious, and with children I shouldn’t do or say things that make them feel the way my parents did. Is that right?

I totally felt understood when you said there IS a reason for me to feel anxious, that is: the constant bickering and steaming anger of people around me. I have slowly realized this in past year that this place is indeed not for me. In one year I will have to move out for university anyway, so I hope things go well and I get out of home. Things won’t come easy for sure, I understood what you said, it’ll take time to calm down and slowly process, but oh well.

Family therapy for sure isn’t practical. I couldn’t find a therapist for myself here, so that won’t work.

I won’t be investing my words or actions in fights anymore. I will try not to listen. I’ve been listening loud music quite often to shut out noises sometimes, will continue that. I am sorry for replying late whenever you post on my thread by taking out some time. I am slowly losing motivation to do anything. I just hope schools reopen soon, and things get better

I hope you’re okay

Regards,

Javairia