Dear miyoid,
you sound much more energetic and forward looking, and that’s great! You are resourceful for sure, you’ve managed to find a way to help yourself and your mom to have some more income – at the tender age of 15. That’s pretty rare, and you should be proud of yourself, same as your mom is.
It’s nice to see you’re already considering your next steps career wise. I guess moving to another country would take more time, and in the meanwhile you could try experimenting with your designs. But for that you would need to have more free time than now, so perhaps you could find a part-time job, if you’re worried about the lack of income?
As for your boyfriend,
“I will encourage him to find a new home and move out, to create his own space. Maybe then, I will be able to see everything more clearly.”
yes, it’s better if he moved out, because that will benefit both of you. He too wanted to move out and find his own way, and for now, I think that’s the best possible decision for both of you.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 