TeaK,

Yeah, you are right but I still can’t help but imagine what our lives would have been had we both met as healthy individuals. I have never met anyone who cherished me like I was a prize they won. He made me feel like that initially but it ended.

I wish I had simple lives like those friends of mine who met their partners in college and married them after college.

I wonder how those women feel whose partners remember their birthdays and make them feel special.

I don’t think I know what a healthy normal relationship is like. And I am afraid.