Also, I must say, these things had begun since the mid of january before that he had never shown me his this side,

I somewhere also felt, that maybe he was behaving this way because I started first with my expectation.

I had lashed out once or twice before this when I thought he wasnt talking to me the way he generally does., he was acting a bit distant, but I used to cool off easily with his single phone call for resolving

I do feel that was my fault to presume that he feels the same for me and that I had a right to expect all that from him., but also this was my first time I ever behaved this way to a guy friend

So,now I know it and I know I shouldnt even subtly force someone to stay in contact frequently even if I think something is gng on, because its not right nether for me or for that person