Dear Pavel,

I am not sure when I first felt the “demonic presence” for the first time. Because of environment I grew up in. It was full of.. toxicity. Father was an alcoholic constantly beating my mother. Lot of bad energies since I was born.

Yes, that’s an extremely harsh environment to grow up in. Perhaps even your brother’s abusive behavior was related to growing up in this toxic, traumatic environment. Did your mother know your brother was abusing you?

But my psychosis started to happen after I have experienced death for the first time.

Could your say a bit more about it? Was it a near-death experience?