Javier,

It’s very important that you listen to me and really take this in.

If you tell us you have a plan to commit suicide, we HAVE To alert the authorities.

I am praying and hoping it doesn’t come to that but you have to let us know if it does.

Please seek professional help, call a hotline or admit yourself to a psych ward for suicidal feelings. There is not much we can do to save your life except offer emotional support.

It’s okay if you’re put on suicide watch or you take antidepressants or you admit you need help.  You need to let these fears go and ask for help. It’s time to ask for help. There can be no playing around. You are losing control.

We are still here for you but I need you to tell someone how you are feeling. A professional. Right now.