Murtaza:

“you didn’t love me really, you didn’t even know me”- you are correct, I didn’t know you, I didn’t understand who you are. And I didn’t understand why I liked you so much, why I felt love for you.

“I still like you as much as the first time”- no, I don’t think that you ever liked me. I think that you liked  how you felt using me, in the context of these forums. The reason I liked you so much is because the idea that a rude and arrogant person such as yourself, can make an exception just for me, and be nice just to me (and to no one else) was a very attractive idea to me. it made me feel very special- something I yearned for a long time ago, as a child. Goodbye forever, Murtaza.

One more thing: I don’t like you, and I am not at all apologetic about it.

anita