Dear Javier,

As I have hit the lowest possible point in life, and every breath is painful, I’m just waiting for my body to give up on me.

You’ve survived and are able to communicate, even though you took a dose large enough to put you in a vegetative state. This to me is a sign you’re not meant to die. God doesn’t want you to die. You are such a kind soul. You are asking us to keep helping those in need. As Sarah said, you too could be helping people in need with your unique story and your unique spark.

I see so much light in you, Javier. Instead of waiting for your body to give up on you, pray for your body to be cleansed as soon as possible from those toxins. Detoxification is possible. Regeneration is possible. New life is possible. Even when we’re at the rock bottom. Please have faith.

You are needed. And you are loved. That’s the ultimate truth, beyond all the pain you’ve experienced. Please trust it!