Hi TeaK, Anita,

Thank you for your response. He is back now, I didn’t really bring anything up intentionally, but he was talking about the funeral and told me that his ex’s mum and sister was at the funeral. This hurt me so much and I reacted poorly, I was angry, he again said I was a narcissist. He does call me that often and realised maybe he is gaslighting me. Every time I try to raise my own feelings he makes me feel so guilty about it, and calls me a narcissist.

I am so hurt and confused, and feeling guilty for feeling sad when he is the one that should be sad. I have no outlet to express myself, except these posts.

Thank you for listening to me.