Dear Anita and Teak,

i m flying tomorrow to Germany ..i just checked the forum and found recents threads ..

i stopped taking that medications( without consulting with doctor) , just because i wasnt able to handle the side effects during this busy schedule here and alot of responsibility along with online classes ) ..and i dint showed any symptoms of Anxiety infront of doctor but maybe he recognised me as i was very reserved ?? I have no idea ..

The fear of being a disappointment to your family is very strong in you… It’s the little girl in you, who needs your family’s approval.

thats true .. i seek validation And when i dont get it sometimes i start to doubt my decision , i m scarEd of disappointing other ,which i m aware that is not  good thing at all ..

@ teak :

Let me know if seeing things like that helps you at all… or your anxiety is still very strong?

i dint really get your question here .. seeing which kind of things ??

peace