Anita-

Mediation went well. I was very calm and was able to communicate what changes I needed and how my ex should respond and act.  He was panicky and nervous because he would call me out on things but then not have the proof. I was able to back up my statements and refer from emails and texts. We will be finishing up next Friday.
I have no idea what happened with Jason. Well I do know I should have stopped things before last night at dinner.  I had decided not to go to dinner. I didn’t think based on his personality he wanted to even deal with my anxiety.
so I didn’t text like I was supposed to and he sent 2 texts asking me to go so we could talk and I said ok.
Dinner was a disaster. We didn’t have the same views about anything. I was also frustrated because I was there and he wasn’t talking. But he brushed me off and I knew at that moment he had decided not to move forward. The end was very awkward. I texted him when I got home saying what just happened- you never talked and that’s why you invited me. So he said he didn’t think we were compatible and I agreed.

I don’t understand why he texted me after sending a long text questioning if we were right for each other and then being persistent to meet for dinner.

I feel lost and confused and wonder why he was insistent.

lindsey