Ginn it’s understandable that in hard times to forget what brought us joy when times were well. Understanding that we once felt joy doesn’t have the same effect as feeling joy in creating or living life fully. I am first off sorry that you feel like your friends and family are tired of hearing about your troubles. If it helps any from a complete strangers point of view I believe they still care for you. It’s just hard sometimes for loved ones to see the ones they care for struggling with problems they are unable to help prevent or solve for them.
From my own relationship with friends and family I know that sometimes they want to help but they just can’t understand why I am struggling with this situation when the answer is clear to them.

I apologize for the lack of insight in how to fix this issue. Its one I have struggled with for years myself.  According to my family I just need to be content with mundane living and not look for passion.
I want to feel something more than listless boredom while working at my job and to have both my mind and spirit impassioned with the work I do. Instead I feel bored and lacking something powerful. I end up quitting and looking for something new to feel needed.  I truly am the worst to tell you how it can be fixed.

Its good that you have tried so many things to see if they are what you want to do in life.

You said that when you try out new passions they fade out of interest in a weeks time. What would you say is the most common cause of your weakening interest? Boredom or is it more of looking for passion from a logical perspective and money wise way?  That for me is my number one cause ironically.

It good that you had someone to talk to in the past about these things.  Although the fact it was too expensive and hardly helped isn’t good!

Sorry if this doesn’t help. I’ll be a ear for you though.

Donna