Dear Dandan:

I figured I can answer you before (my) morning.

“She has link to tinybudha but not to this particular topic” – your topic is on the first page of topics. If she checks tiny buddha, she will see your screen name on the first page. She doesn’t need the title of your thread to know that you posted because she is familiar with your screen name, “Dandan”.

“Lot of things happened towards the end of last year. We were not in touch for about 5 months or so” – but nothing really happened than what already happened, over and over again.

“I feel horrible. Couldn’t sleep at all last two days and been walking with anxiety for more than 20km a day. I am scared that i will go completely mad, or that my life is gone as I am not able to forget her still and couldn’t tolerate this pain” – same as you felt and experienced before, over and over  again.

So, what is new, really?

anita