Dear Uttej nepak:

You are welcome. Your plan: (1) to give the GATE exam one last attempt in 2023 (I just looked at Wikipedia’s long entry on the topic of the Graduate Aptitude Test in Engineering with data tables, charts, statistics, changes made in recent years, etc.),

2- if #1 fails, complete your post-graduation and get an admission into one of the IT’s companies.

info. e career fit. com/ Personality Traits and Career Satisfaction of Information Technology Professionals: “… On what personality traits do IT professionals differ from other occupations and which of these are also related to their career satisfaction? Five traits met both these criteria—Emotional Resilience, Openness, Tough-Mindedness, and Customer Service–for which IT professionals had higher scores, and Conscientiousness, for which they had lower scores. IT career satisfaction was also positively related to Extraversion… Studies show that people flourish in their work environment when there is a good fit between their personality type and the characteristics of the environment. Lack of congruence between personality and environment leads to dissatisfaction, unstable career paths, and lowered performance” –

– think of your fit with IT work, given that (seems to me) your conscientiousness score is high, and that your extraversion score is not high. Perhaps you can work on and improve on extraversion, but I don’t know if you can undo your conscientiousness. (I wish ALL people in the world were conscientiousness- our world would have been a much better place!)

“Even I thought of leaving the country, but My parents are not ready for that, and I am the only one person who has to look after them” – if you are the only one person who will look after them as they age, then they should be very nice to this one person: empathetic and emotionally supportive of you, so that you will be able to financially support them.

You wrote in your original post: “my parents…  question me, and they said I am not worthy to live in this society” – I hope they no longer question you and say that you are not worthy… leading to you “FEELING WORTHLESS” (the title of your thread). They are hurting themselves when they hurt you.

Please feel comfortable to post here, in your thread, any time you’d like my input. I wish you well!

anita