Dear Kat:

You are welcome.  So… he was your best friend for as long as you overlooked the parts about him that were not at all friendly.

“Will I ever stop feeling the pain of losing him and why is it still raw after a year has passed?” – I don’t know, but if you want to share more, however more you want to share about the relationship and about yourself, anything that may be relevant to y0ur question, please do and I will be glad to do my best to answer your question further.

anita