Dear Ivygrl:

“How can I make my consciousness the way I want it to be: positive and enjoyable?” – (1) re-read my posts to you on the first page of your thread, the ones from Dec 22-Dec 27, 2021, and look for answers there.

(2) You wrote back in December: “I’m always subtle and super abstract in writing… I want to be clear and narrow, not broad and scattered” – see a professional who is an expert on autism and ask the professional the following question:

What can be done to help me change my thinking from subtle, super abstract, broad and scattered to => =>clear and narrow?

“How does the brain work for autism? (compare and contrast between autistic people and regular people)” – I don’t know the answer to this question because I am not a professional who is an expert on autism. This is why I suggested above that you see a  professional who is an expert.

anita