Hi hellcat:

I know its gonna be hard to change. I start doing counseling because I want to learn how to let people in and be truthful with them and not keep living this secret kind of life. Guess I’m really struggling because the woman I was in an open relationship won’t stop calling and texting me. I dont want to be in a relationship with her anymore but she keeps calling and messaging me calling me a liar and an asshole who wasted her life. I know what I did and I apologized to her but I don’t think she really wants me to change. I get that she is really hurt and angry but its like she just wants to hurt me. I guess I deserve it but its hard because I keep getting reminded of who I am while I’m trying to get better.

Thanks for writing me.

David