My boyfriend was crazy happy to hear this opportunity for me, but sad for himself when I first mentioned this possibility. He would never accept me not taking this opportunity, and I know that I have to accept this as well. It’s for the best both for the relationship, myself and even for him. Nobody would be happy after I turn down such an opportunity. My worries stem from the long-distance and the possibility of him to reject this, cause I know I will fight for the relationship no matter what. I would travel a lot, I would come here and go there often even once a month. If he accepts that, we can live like that till we find a solution, either me coming back years later or him going to the country I’ll be in. But till that, I will need him to fight for us like I’ll do, and if he wouldn’t accept this, we’ll have to end this. That’s what I get so worried about. I have been losing people all the time, I don’t want to lose him.