The one that i still regret is that why do i text her like a newbie….. i should’ve just order the mooncake……..

Then proceed to the plan of texting her again after picking up the mooncake…… I’m so disappointed in myself…..

To release my anger, yesterday i hit the wall with my right hand….. It satisfy my anger for a while, but it my right palm kinda hurt right now….. I still feel i deserve it, unless that girl suddenly text me in a positive way when i text her again later on….. means that i didnt do anything wrong in the first initiation on texting her….