@ Anita. @Tee

Thank you. Sorry I was away for a bit and just logged on. I will be talking about things with my therapist.

What I’m having problems with now is feeling a lot of loneliness. I miss my friend (my wife) and the way things happened I’m having trouble understanding. What I mean is that we were seeing one another after the separation for a while and things were going well but then she just stopped. So I haven’t gotten any closure at all and I feel like I did something wrong but I know I didn’t but that’s where my mind goes.

I know she has a ton of responsibility and probably doesn’t have time for me and I should know that by now but it’s hard to accept. We were supposed to go to a concert in November as I had bought tickets prior to Covid and when we were together back in May she asked if I still wanted to go. Then a few weeks ago (the last time we spoke) I asked if she still wanted to go and she said she didn’t think it was a good idea. That sort of broke my heart all over again.  I’m just struggling with everything that happened