Dear Ivy:

“my life is in danger“- can you tell me, Ivygrl, what you mean by this sentence?

I am sorry that you are suffering, Ivygrl, and I hope that you will soon feel better: a whole lot better. You shared that you have “autism… depression issues… and..  many anxiety disorders“. Clearly, you need professional help: please reach out to, and cooperate with your school special ed teachers, as well as with community health care providers such as medical doctors, social workers and therapists.

I find some of your wording (choice of words) endearing in its originality: “I’m trying to ignore any baby cries that I always do” (Nov 12, 2022). It reminds me of another expression from your original post, almost a year ago: “I was with my caregiver but I felt sad and did whining, crying, and wailing habits with my mouth within” (Dec 19, 2021). I never asked you what you mean by mouth within. Can you tell me?

anita