Good evening, Anita.

I have to deal with one of my co-workers who was the first to respond the night.  He called his boss twice middle of the night.  I went to talk to him and he said okay but not seems okay.  We need to keep our eye on him for a while.

Yes, I would not let him control me anymore but I do not want to argue anymore either.  So I wait and see when it may be a good time or never happen.  I know he wants to pick it up tomorrow but I won’t contact him.  I’m busy during the day and I do not want to meet him yet.  I will contact them maybe Thursday and will meet him this coming weekend.  Drop his winter tires and leave.  I need to learn how to deal with him.  Sounds so weird but this is great practice for me.  Process each word, thinking, accept…. He may be a great candidate for my practice.

I’ve been thinking of the death since last week.  This is a completely different topic but what do you think or what do you know about death?

I would like to talk more but I guess I’m still processing 15 years old girl’s death and I may need a little more time myself.  But I will say hello to you every day.  You are my mentor and help me a lot.  Thank you for your support and kindness!