Dear JenGo

May I ask what aspects of buddhism are you drawn to?

Are there several different buddhist groups in your area, if so it might be valuable to  check them all out, to see which style and group dynamic suits you best.

I personally watch alot on YouTube my favourite is Srvasti Abbey there short BBC are excellent way to get to see how in my opinion how a good sangha works. My aspiration is to one day to be able to go there.

Wishing you all the best in your spiritual quest.