No I had a normal happy childhood. I was diagnosed with PTSD after being slightly wounded in Iraq. That caused my marriage to end to the only woman who never cheated or hurt me. I am lucky that she still looks out for me though.

The woman in my life here who left was the first person I got close to after 7 years and I opened up to her about everything. Looking back I don’t think she ever appreciated the way that ptsd left me was impacted by the way she behaved. I don’t know why I have been feeling this way and I think it is the way that she refused to communicate, never gave a reason and how she could walk away so easily after everything we had done together. I am trying to focus on moving on now because PTSD didn’t beat me , cancer won’t beat me and she won’t keep me in the past. I am strong and I will get over this.