Hey Anita

Sorry for only responding now.

Been hermiting. And reflecting on my current union and how bordem played a role in creating limerence. And why being in a stable relationship where your partner is really soild and a good soul, would i crave chaos instead of stability.  So i am just focusing on  gratitude  and really sitting with myself and accepting things for what they are, and how to make the best of it. I know if choas was your upbringing  then stability would seem boring. This whole thing was just very much subconsciously driven and consciously confusing.

Thank you for your assistance.  I remember being much younger when I first came on tiny buddha and saw how you where always giving solid advice and assistance. And thought to myself one-day you would probably assist me too.  So thank you