Hi anita.

Sorry for being so late today after saying I’d talk today. I had a rough day somewhat. I indulged my sexuality today, which I don’t do often, (also, sorry if it’s too much information, but it’s really a significant problem for me) and that often leaves me very anxious as it makes me feel unsafe, which tends to push me towards drinking. Anyways, the thing with raising money for surgery that I thought of today, is that the same amount of money it takes to remove loose skin could buy me land and a structure suitable, and legal, for inhabitance. I don’t know what to expect from crowdfunding, and it’s scary to consider because it unleashes my creative and ambitious side, the idea that I could not only remove loose skin, but obtain land and housing of my own where I could even work on becoming carbon negative and start a process of removing my life’s carbon footprint from the earth is something that excites me, but I believe could also set me up for disappointment. Being young in this day and age is very complicated with all the potential possibilities.