I didn’t realize i haven’t posted here in years! I’m doing alright Anita how have you been? The past couple years have been a rollercoaster. My cousin was murdered in march 2022 trying to help a friend, that has been on my heart everyday since. I miss him.

I also have been in a relationship since April 2022, thats going okay. We definitely have our issues, but were both willing to work so it’s been alright, and overall a positive experience no matter what the outcome may turn out to be.

Like always im continually stressed about finances. With the housing market being at all time high I dont know where im going to live next year. It has been extremely stressful and making me feel hopeless about life in general. The majority of my stress has to do with not having secure housing, and not being able to afford psychological help despite doing it for others. My day to day existence is overwhelming and unenjoyable but i have no one to blame but myself for being a therapist instead of an engineer or businessman. Oh well.

I hope I can hold on, the lack of emotional and financial support is drowning me. Such is life.