Please please please tell me someone has figured out what happened. The same thing happened to me with my girlfriend. Everything was great. We went off to college, and while we were apart, I felt like I was falling more in love with her, then she flew in to visit and we spent the weekend together. It was amazing and I felt so in love with her. I cried so much when she left and cried the entire next day. Then the day after that, she called me and I was absolutely disgusted by her. I hated her. I wanted nothing to do with her. This went on for two weeks and I didn’t say anything. I cried all day every day because I just could understand how this could happen. The pain was unbearable and I became obsessed with the idea of breaking up. I finally caved and told her I wanted to break up, even though a part of me did not want to. She was absolutely devastated. We didn’t talk for one day before talking again and when I started texting her, it was like I was talking to an entirely different person, someone I had never met, even though I knew it was her. Then, it’s like my brain picked up on the fact that it was her and I started feeling disgust and hatred for her. It’s been 2 months and nothing has really changed. All day, every day, all I can think about is telling her I never want to talk to her again, but at the same time I can’t imagine losing her. I don’t want to give up on our relationship but it’s taking such a huge toll on me and I don’t know what to do.